Differences

Assalamualaikum..WBT..
hye readers!..
" I always consider my self like a moon waiting for the sun"..
and always replied my own question with the simple and meaningful word "when?"..

We're different!
yes, I'm different..
yesterday I was stumble in my own tears..
today I able to create smile to the world.
Tomorrow..who knows?? except HE!

I was growth in different surroundings..
I was a different kid..
I've go trough hundred miles of different journey..
I ate different foods
I played different games..
I used to have different friends..
I learnt different skills
I spoke different languages
I had different hobbies
I read different books
I wore different clothes
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I'm tried my best to get closer to difference line..
most of the time,
I was frustrated!
I was crestfallen!
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I wish, I can return back to my different life!
and sometimes I was to weak to pass through the difference line..
I just miss all the memories!..
it was..my CHILDHOOD!..
its totally different!
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Let me build my own difference line onwards!
Allah,guide me..bless me!..
with all my wishes and dreams!
InsyaAllah..Tq ALLAH.

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Tomorrow,I'm going back to my hometown.

I miss my Ma..

I miss my happy family so damn much!

wish me safe journey..

Irfan Abdul.

Bisa Berubah

Assalamualaikum WBT,
Lautan juga ada pasang surutnya.
begitulah manusia..xmungkin akan kekal sama selama-lamanya.

Hi semua!welcome back to Rona Lafazku.
sekali lagi aku akan mencoret sebuah idea fikiran yang mungkin kolot bagi segelintir pihak.nevermind lah,hak aku untuk bersuara..haha..demokrasi!..kikiki..

JANGAN!,
Jangan terkejut kalau dulu kau disayangi,kini anda dibenci:;
kalau dulu kau disanjung tapi kini sepi di anjung;
Jangan terlena sekiranya dulu kau  dihina namun kini anda punya segalanya;
kalau dulu kau boneka namun kini kau yang bertakhta:
Jangan bersedih jika dulu kau gagah perkasa tapi kini lemah tak bermaya;
kalau dulu kau bijak pandai namun kini kau sama  perih merempuh badai,
Jangan kecewa sekiranya dulu kau mekar berbunga namun kini hanya berputik di hujung senja;
kalau dulu semuanya putih suci namun kini kau hitam tanpa sebarang cahaya...

SEMUANYA BISA BERUBAH,
dalam sedar atau lena,
dalam mimpi atau nyata..
ia tetap akan berlaku...
siap sedia dengan perisai dan senjata,
agar kelak tidak asyik terleka..

Anakku,
mencurah sayang biar ada batasnya,
menabur benci jangan sampai termakan sumpahnya,
Itu pesan mama yang segar berlegar di kotak minda..

Insan,
teruskan menongkah arus,merempuh badai..
jangan takut dalam perjalananmu,
Jangan pula angkuh dengan keegoaan mu..
kita semua sama,serupa,tida beza kecil atau dewasa,
Hanya HAMBA kepada PENCIPTA.

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Renungan Bersama,

Irfan Abdul.

Happy

Asslamualaikum WBT..
how are u readers?..moga semua sihat dibawah naungan Allah SWT..Alhamdulilah..
kadang kala memang lumrah manusia memang..bila sakit brulah kita sedar betapa besarnya nikmat kesihatan yang Allah berikan kepada kita secara percuma..sekadar renungan bersama,juga untuk diri saya sendiri...

Happy.
Im Happy!
I'm happy for You!
Happy birthday!
Happy teacher's day!..
nevermind,will let u list down all those celebration la!..haha

semua orang pun suka happy kan?..seronok kot happy?..gembira kot happy!..bahagia kot happy!..semualah positive word tu..mmg semua pun bagus kalau happy an..hehe...
I was called to write about this when one of my friend told me yesterday..that I was always looking happy and funky!..dia cakap yag dia nampak aku mcm xde masalah je..senyum je memanjang..gelak je slalu..haha..yeah because I'm happy!..

Tipulah kalau aku kata i dont have any problem!..memang,memang pown..I also struggling handling my problem everyday..tapi perlu ke nk bersedih even if i have millions problems?..no,its not me..my problem,u noe?..yeah may be some of them..setiap hari,setiap langkah kita memang akan diuji dengan pelbagai masalah..the same way to me.. kadang-kadang memang buntu lah..dengan pelbagai masalah dunia...kusut..sangat kusut..

Teringat kembali,masa pemergian arwah ayah aku dulu.. I was so down!..stressful..sedih..blurr..then atuk aku cakap..lepas  blik KL nti..forget everything about this..ni bukan masalah kamu..jgan bawak bersama masalah ni..pergi belajar betul-betul..be a good muslim, a good friend..and wisely choose your friends..aku gunalah petua yang diberikan..I must be strong..xtaulah..apa yg korang semua rasa,if u are in my shoe..cuma, at the moment aku rasa aku terlalu lemah to survive in my journey without my dad..nevermind...I must be strong..!

Am I ok?..
yes i do!..most of the time,that wud be the answer..even aku tahu aku lemah..tapi aku bersyukur dengan adanya orang-orang di sekeliling aku..terim kasih semua..tapi bukan semua boleh dikongsikan..Alhamdulilah..i have poems,yang sentiasa setia pada aku..all the time.. i can write anything to express anything!..and for most I have Allah..the one who never tired of listening to me!..he even love when I'm asking,telling him anything..because,we get closer..Alhamdulillah..memang aku slalu nangis,merayu meminta,meronta..pada DIA..make me believe that He knows all the solution for all kind of problem..
Ya Allah,please guide me..to always walk on the right track,never let me go off-stray..people!..go to Allah,only He will help you =)

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Life isn't easy as ABC or 123

I have to be strong for Allah

For my mum!

For my family

For My Friends,

and for all those around me!.

InsyaAllah.